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Boy Grapes' Soundcloud Exclusive Songs

EVERY LYRIC TO EVERY BOY GRAPES SONG:

UH HUH

1. Irun Therisk

2. At Least im in the Air

3. SO DEAD

Things are big and small again

Again and they align

You wanna figure it out, boy

You better get in line

TLC ain't gonna do shit around here

Better buckle up, dear

Here it comes

You little shit, you got me talking through my teeth

You wanna fuck around, lie about, run it in the ground

You oughta say something

Spit it out

Two-timing pantomimer sit this one out

'Cause when the water starts rising

And comes to a head

You won't find me waiting long

Climbing over bodies

Trying to get ahead

You're so dead

You're so dead

You're so dead

Things are big and small again

Again and they align

You got your head held high while you stuck

You suck

Nah, don't take me along cause you ain't bringing much

No ones letting it up, but who's carrying what?

Shit, there's nothing left for you dear

Oh, here it comes now

And when the water starts rising

And comes to a head

You won't find me waiting long

And when the fire starts burning

And reaches the top

You won't find me jumping off

And when the bombs go off and all you got is the past

You better live in that rubble

Climbing over bodies

Trying to get ahead

You're so dead

You're so dead

You're so dead

4. Hell o

I've got an idea

A really, really, really, really big idea

Okay just shut the fuck up

You're gonna wanna hear this one

I'm gonna tell you what is up

Cause its coming if you want it

Or not, not not

First you just

Try to open up your mind a little bit

And then close both of your eyes

And stick out your thumb

Are you ready for what's up

Cause its coming if you want it

Or not, not not (And I can tell you hello)

And I can tell you hello my friend

You want the places people go where no one knows

Where all the lame formalities can melt in snow

It don't work out the way it sounds

It's more than anything you'll ever know

Anything you'll ever know

(Put a bag in my face)

(A price tag on your laces)

(Tie your shoe, wipe your ass)

(You failed more than just a class)

(Big break, big body)

(Make it small, get a hobby)

(Then stand tall, fix yourself)

(It means more to move up out here)

(Than anything you'll ever know)

(Than anything you'll ever know)

(Than anything you'll ever know)

I hear good and evil

Sitting on my shoulders, they agree

You weasels get on

Scurry out your hole

Or sit there and rot

Cause I got a little thought

Your God made the people that you hate

and they ain't going away

So I can tell you hello

Jesus would have chased you out the temple

(Jesus chased you fuckers out the temple, Jesus chased you)

Jesus chased you fuckers out the temple, Jesus chased you

(Jesus chased you fuckers out the temple, Jesus chased you)

So what we got left? Don't lie to yourself again

I've got an idea

A really, really, really, really, really, really, really big idea

Okay you you weren't right

About the big stuff

All your talking but it never was enough

Cause its coming

Yeah, it's here if you want it or not

And I will tell you hello

And I will tell you hello my friend

(Put a bag in my face, A price tag on your laces)

You want the places people go where no one knows

(Tie your shoe, wipe your ass, you failed more than just a class)

Where all the lame formalities can melt in snow

(Big break, big body, make it small, get a hobby)

It don't work out the way it sounds

(Then stand tall, fix yourself, it means more to move up out here)

It's more than anything you'll ever know

(More than anything you'll ever know, anything you'll ever know)

Anything you'll ever know

(Anything you'll ever know)

And I will tell you hello my friend

(Put a bag in my face, A price tag on your laces)

You want the places people go where no one knows

(Tie your shoe, wipe your ass, you failed more than just a class)

Where all the lame formalities can melt in snow

(Big break, big body, make it small, get a hobby)

It don't work out the way it sounds

(Then stand tall, fix yourself, it means more to move up out here)

It's more than anything you'll ever know

(More than anything you'll ever know, anything you'll ever know)

Anything you'll ever know

(Anything you'll ever know)

5. causeyouwanna

I tried to take away the pain any way I could

When I stumbled in the room

You said wake up, you said wake up

You don't unmake a friend unless you want to

It's gotta come to an end though

Sooner or later

You're scaring me

Is this another melancholy time

You're playing off of pain

Full of bullshit restraint

Cause there's fears (It's coming back now)

Then there's wear (It's coming back now)

On your face (It's coming back now)

And in your head

But I got a mind of telling you

There's more to it you didn't do cause

You won't get that shit done

Just cause you wanna

(I disappear)

(Get out of here)

(I leave without a trace)

It's kind of weird

To feel tears

Falling down your face

(Sitting around talking that much)

(I knew you were never getting up)

(Sitting around talking that much)

(I knew you were never getting up)

I don't even know what I missed

But I miss it bad

Miss it bad

What can I make?

What can I break?

Cause there's fears (It's coming back now)

Then there's wear (It's coming back now)

On your face (It's coming back now)

But is it in your head

Hope someone don't mind telling you

There's more to it you didn't do cause

You won't get that shit done

Just cause you wanna

ROCKING HORSE

1. ROCKING HORSE

A little wooden rocking horse

Was all I really ever got out of her

Her face is blurred

Eight years later I had stepped outside

A million wandering but patient eyes on me

An ICU

And to think of all the times

And to think of all the lies but

We don't have to talk about it

I understand I understand

Where I stand

Where I'll land

I think you would be disgusted to see me

In this state of disarray

Once alive but far removed

I haven't died cause I live on through you

Mhm

And to think of all the times

And to think of all the lies

I'm on the brink of time

Slow it down, ease the mind but

We don't have to talk about it

I understand I understand

We don't have to talk about it

I understand I understand

Where I stand

Where I'll land

What I am

What I am

Would I?

(forget about it)

(I understand)

(I understand)

It's not all dark on the other side

It's not all dark on the other side

It's not all dark on the other side

2. COUNT ME OUT

(It's just a little fucked up, you know what I mean?)

As long as it makes sense, right?

The feeling's high

Quit staring at my fingers just focus on what's in your ears

Right

Wrong

Just another dull night

Passion left the door I got no feelings no more

And he's

Count me out

I'm back, push it down, side to side, left is right

Leaving meaning, high and dry, please don't leave me out to dry

Count me out

The rules are disappearing

But you're still hard of hearing

As long as I make ends, right?

I made it I

Quit staring at my ideas focus on what's in the air

I fight

I lost

I gambled and it cost

Passion left the door I got no feelings no more

And he's

Count me out

Cut it back, push it down, side to side, left is right

Take a drink, do or die, useless but I'm full of pride

Count me out

Nothing left but suicide, people just watch from the side

Leaving meaning, high and dry, please don't leave me out to dry

Count me out

The rules are disappearing

But you're still hard of hearing

The rules are disappearing

But you're so hard of hearing

3. CHARM

(A little structure a little bit...) Fuck

Hey there

I feel care

I feel a flame

Before it dies out

A minute or two (Would it be okay if I wake up the ghost of you for a minute or two?)

Is that so bad

Nobody stayed around, was it charming how alone I was (A minute or two)

But after a minute or two

It wasn't so bad

4. SOMETHING REAL

Girl

You caught me with my hands down

And now you wanna turn around

It's the last thing you do

Girl

I saw you with your clothes off

And now we leave before it starts

It's the last thing you knew

I felt something real

I felt something real

Turn

Back the clock to July

It's the third or forth or last time

I don't have a clue

Don't

Don't tell me all the facts

Don't tell me to relax

'Cause I know what you do

'Cause I know what you do

('Cause I know what you do)

('Cause I know what you do)

('Cause I know what you do)

('Cause I know what you do)

I felt something real

I felt something real

I felt something real

I felt something real

I felt

5. ...IN YOUR SLEEP

A silent argument

An elephant to circumvent

Nobody is talking

Nobody is talking

The weight it brings you down

A whirlwind spin-around

Nobody is talking

The world stopped turning

The world stopped turning it's

So still

You're talking in your sleep

So still

As still as the air I breathe

There's nobody here to see you

There's nobody here to meet you

Over my shoulder

Muttering, stumbling, half-conscious

Nobody is talking

The world stopped turning

The world stopped turning it's

So still

You're talking in your sleep

So still

As still as the air I breathe

There's nobody here to see you

There's nobody here to meet you

6. THE PARASITE

Ah I don't wanna get close to you

I swear the storm took everything

I need some place to stay

He looked to the sky to think

And then he led me to my room

"Promise me you're out of here by noon"

The only thing he said

But when I rest my head

I knew that

It's all mine

I can't think twice

I'm a parasite

But it's all

Mine

Ah I don't wanna get close to you

I swear I need a couple more days

You're getting pretty lame

Yeah he broke down and went into his room

Screamed out for his son put the gun inside his lips it was too late

He closed the door and told me

It's all mine (Mhm)

It's all mine (Yeah, you want to talk to me now?)

It's all mine (Oh, is that the way you're going to be?)

(Hey guys, I guess that's it)

These are my shoes

This is my hair

This is my blood on my hardwood floor

And my carpet over there

It's all mine

(what did you do to me)

It's all mine

(what did you do to me)

It's all mine

I can't think twice

I'm a parasite

But it's all

Mine

Ah you don't wanna get close to me

This man he stole my everything

I needed place to stay

I took his life away

He took my life away

So in this bed I'll lay

So in this bed I'll lay

So in this bed I'll lay

7. WHATDIDYOUDO

Okay

What did you do

With the rest of the

What did you do

(The world)

(I, I don't ask questions anymore)

(Everything lost its glow. The world's smaller, doesn't mean anything. You're not yourself, its gone by)

You bitch

8. SOMETHING STRANGE (LESIONS)

(God it's just fucking)

(I'm fucking done)

Lesions in a swarm

Empty stadiums

I still got my friends

Needles in my arm

Feel it cauterize

I'm invisible now, I'm here in pretend

What did it sound like when it began? (I can't remember)

What time did it end? (I fell asleep)

Did I hop on the train too late? (Wait for me)

I can't remember

I just hit a wall

(Get yourself together!)

I can't help but think it's

Just enough

To hear you think it up

'Cause I will meet you in the middle and then mess it up

Point out the signs

Gouge out your eyes

I'm under the influence

I can't remember, remember (I'm fucking done)

Lesions in a swarm

Empty stadiums

I'm invisible now I'm here in pretend

What did it sound like when it began? (I can't remember)

And what time did it end? (I fell asleep)

Did I hop on the train too late? (Wait for me)

Call me a victim of fate, with this I'll never be afraid (I can't remember)

I feel something strange

9. NULL&VOID

(I'll never get it for you)

(I'll never do it for you)

(I'll never get it for you)

(I'll never do it for you)

(I'll never get it for you)

(I'll never do it for you)

(I'll never get it for you)

On your way out

Did you stop and think of the space

In between the love and hate

Did you sit down

And sign the contract in your brain

Null and void became null and void

Null and void became null and void

Null and void became null and void

Null and void became null and void

Null and void became null and void

Null and void became null and void

Null and void became null and void

10. THE LIGHT

Melting in the bed from a

Lack of oxygen

When I close my eyes

It goes white

Wake up in the room

The moon had gone too soon

I had never thought I'd see real light again

You're my only friend

But I saw the light and I'll never see you again

I've been more than fair

But theres too much at stake

I cant throw my life away

To make a point

A ringing in my ears

To wash away the fears

I am happy

I am happy

I am happy

I am happy

I am happy

I am happy

I am happy

I am happy

I am happy

I am happy

I am happy

I am happy

I am

You're my only friend

But I saw the light and I'll never see you again

I am happy

11. UNFINISHED UNSUNG / UP THERE

It's not your fault, you'll never know

Life is contradiction, move slow

It's not your fault, you'll never know (After all I did)

Life is contradiction, move slow (After all I didn't do)

Question every bad thing you (After all I did)

'Cause there's no good or bad, just truth (Unfinished unsung)

Question every bad thing you do

'Cause there's no good or bad, just truth (Unsung)

It's not your fault, you'll never know

It's not your fault, you'll never know (It's not your fault)

It's not your fault, It's not your fault,

It's not your-

It's not your fault, you'll never know

It's not your fault (It's not your fault)

I see it in the moonlight

Big bright halo

Obscuring my dreams

I see it in the moonlight

Up in the atmosphere

Leaving here

You're up there

And I'm down here

You're up there

And I'm down here

Don't burn too bright

Running from a good lie

Was it really worth the tears

Crying from a plastic chair

Tell each other good night

Now

Leaving here

Leaving here

It'll be okay

It'll be okay

It'll be okay

It'll be okay

It'll be okay

It'll be okay

It'll be okay but

You're up there

And I'm down here

You're up there

And I'm down here

You're up there (Don't burn)

And I'm down (Too bright)

You're up there (Don't burn)

And I'm down here (Too bright)

12. REPRISE

Two years later I had tried to die

I woke up in my bedroom still alive

I need

To see you

Once upon a time I lived with no fear

That was 'round the time I saw her face

Real clear (That was 'round the time I saw her face)

Yeah I saw you (Coming through real clear)

Yeah I saw you

I saw you

I saw you

A little wooden rocking horse

Was all I ever really got out of her (A little wooden rocking horse)

Was all I ever really got out of her (Her face is blurred)

Her face is blurred (Was all I ever really got out of her)

Her face is blurred

Soil

1. Beginning

The clouds are drifting away from the water

The silence stripped all the grey from the water

I want to return to the water

I want to return to the water

The house that stands on the hill looking farther

If I could ever amount to a father

I want to love all my sons and my daughters

And make them return to the water

And it was good

And it was good

When I lay over

It'll all be over, that's right

When I seep lower

I'll turn the boat over, that's right

The water

The water

The water

The water

When the cold hits

Run for your kids, that's right

When it all ends

That's when I begin, alright

The water

The water

The water

The water

2. The Elk

The great big elk

Stamps his hoof

And yells into the cold air fog is forming

He don't know his own strength

Cause when you live among the mighty trees

Its easy to feel small

You got to get away

After this, you'll be missed

Leave it all behind

Its for your own good

Out of air

You appear

I'm reaching out but I cant seem to touch you

I want you

To make me whole

And see beyond what I can see

I'm done crying

I have plenty of time

When I'm dying

I know I'll be happy

You got to get away

After this you'll be missed

Leave it all behind

I'm just like you

I know you're hurting too

You cant hear a word I say

But we know we got to

3. I Don't Want to Think

I wanna be a dog

Chewing on beefhide right by your side

Run along not thinking about anything

Except you

I wanna be a flower

Blowing in the breeze protected by your hair

Lay along not thinking about anything

Except you

I wanna feel the ground

Beneath my feet

I don't want to think

I wanna feel the earth

Spin around me

I don't want to think

I need to be a brook

Constantly changing but always at peace

And when the rain comes

I wont be afraid

I wanna feel the ground

Beneath my feet

I don't want to think

I wanna feel the earth

Spin around me

I don't want to think

I wanna feel the ground

Beneath my feet

I don't want to think

I wanna feel the earth

Spin around me

I don't want to

Think

4. Garden

How can I have faith in stupid things like other people

How can I have faith in stupid people like myself

Give me a reason

When I see you in space

And you go floating on by

I'll never see you again

You better listen to me

How can I plant my garden

When there's no light

You creature

You monster

When I see you in space

And you go floating on by

I'll never see you again

You better listen to me

5. Sugar

When will it all break

The walls come tumbling down and then

Nobody has nothing to say

Sugar help the medicine go down

Through these years I

I'm fighting to be the kid that knows just what to say

Would you please just keep it down

Just one more time

I cannot be myself and escape and also get what's mine

Sugar come on we're going now

My favorite part of everyday is when I get to slip away

It's calling now, it's calling now, I'm done playing this silly game

My favorite part of everyday is when I get to slip away

It's calling now, it's calling now, I'm done playing this silly game

I'm done playing this silly game, I'm done playing this silly game

My favorite part of everyday is when I get to slip away

6. Last Sunday I Didn't Do Shit

Once a week I tell myself

Get a job and get a life

It's hard to be hardworking

When everybody looks at you

What to do

When things don't go through

I don't wanna go

I won't be moved

Last Sunday I didn't do shit

I was so disappointed in myself that

I wallowed in my own disappointment

People calling my phone

Why can't I be left alone

Why do I pick up every time

Why do I pick up every time

I feel so tired

Drained of hopefulness

In myself and the rest of the world

I am a rock who doesn't roll

Over for anyone not even myself

You've seen my face

It's not really me

I'm reaching out

But its not really me

What to do

When things don't go through

I don't wanna go

I won't be moved

7. Easy

Don't rush to play those types of games

You'll grow up too quick end up insane

Just like the man you wish you were

Yeah you want it, right

Well come and get it in all the wrong ways

Peel back the curtain and its full of disappointment

Don't act like it's easy

But take it easy

Don't act like it's easy

But take it easy

We left our home in Falls Church

And went our separate ways

I thought I'd find myself but

I am my circumstance

I can't stand

I thought I was the only good person left

But I did a bad thing

Don't act like it's easy

But take it easy

Don't act like it's easy

But take it easy

8. Earthworm

Digging in the dirt

What did you find

An earthworm

His skin feels like mine

Slimy

Like he wants to run away

When you go to church

You believe

In life unfolding neatly

Without a crease

Jesus

Where'd you run away

But I'll come around

I've come of age

I'm done playing games

Sitting on the bed

What did I find

The moon peaking in

It tells me to climb

Climbing

Climbing

Climbing

Climbing

Like he wants to run away

The cold grass feels nice

So does the wine

Street lights on your halo

I'm good tonight

Please run

Cause there's no turning back

9. Soil

You are hurt

And only you are to blame

For you have allowed yourself pain

So suffocate your face in the terrain

And let the maggots and worms feast until next harvest

And lay down in the soil

Virginia

1. Virginia

He smelled of roses in full bloom

Was the only one in the room

You smiled and said my name aloud

I left it in Virginia

Yeah we win and then we lose

But I'd give it all up to be next to you

I saw you the day before you died

I left you in Virginia

In the park I lay with you

Under my two feet I feel you bloom

You're not gone in my soul

Someday I'll come and meet ya

When I get back to Virginia

The old me is dead

He is dead (Someday I'll come and meet ya)

He is dead (When I get back to Virginia)

Dead (Someday I'll come and meet ya)

He is dead (When I get back to Virginia)

He is dead (When I get back to Virginia)

He is dead

He is

2. Mistake

You see me

Right back at the place you started from

What did you expect

I said you should quit those cigarettes

I'm gonna let go

I can't fight a mental war on two fronts

Can't you see

What you've done

I lost my way

I made a mistake

I'm tired of looking

I'm tired of being right

You play your games

I stay the same

I'm sure we'll all be fine

I didn't see you today cause I don't have the time

I didn't eat today cause I don't have the money

I lost my way

I made a mistake

I'm tired of looking

I'm tired of being right

You play your games

I stay the same

I'm sure we'll all be fine

I lost my way

I made a mistake

I'm tired of looking

I'm tired of being right

You play your games

I stay the same

I'm sure we'll all be fine

3. Why Do I Never Cry

Today my heart will stop beating

I'm eighteen stories up and I'm gonna add one more

It's a long way down

I didn't expect it to be a warm night

But the nervousness is making my hands cold

View the world

View the world

Through the eyes

Know the world

Know the world

Through the heart

It seems like the older I get

The fuller my brain becomes (Of bad thoughts)

I've got a big surprise

All of my friends are now melancholy for two weeks (Then they'll forget about me)

View the world

View the world

Through the eyes

Know the world

Know the world

Through the art

Through the part of me that comes awake at night

And then was over before it began

Oh why do I never

Cry

Why do I never cry

Why do I never cry

Why do I never

Never cry

Never cry

Never cry

Why do I never cry

Why do I (Never cry)

Tomorrow my heart will stop beating

4. Me And You

Up the hill oh up the hill

It's so hard when you're chasing thrills

To keep the heart beating

To keep the heart alive

One day I'll find another man

He can teach me where I stand

Sit me up and don't let me fall away

You humble me I humble you

Life works so great in twos

Oh I can't wait for me and you

Oh I can't wait for me and you

I thought I could learn a thing or two

but I'm always running back to you

Up the hill oh up the hill

This curse we call free will

It keeps the heart beating

But I don't feel alive

Yeager

1. Teenage Relationships

Hey let's name the oceans

And swim side by side

Let's walk for the rest of our lives

We'll give it time

It won't hurt as much for you and me

If we just pretend for the time being

Let's do each other for the first time

We'll laugh and cry

We'll leave each other once college rolls around

Don't make a sound

Is it just jealousy or halfway games

Is there a reason why I can't feel the same thing

It won't hurt as much for you and me

If we just pretend for the time being

It's not over till they say it's over

It's not over till they say it's over

It's not over till they say it's over

It's not over till they say it's over

Hey let's name the oceans

And swim side by side

Let's walk for the rest of our lives

We'll give it time, we'll give it time

2. One More Time

Take me away from the water

Hush me away from fast cars

Touch my face one more time

Read my lips

Try to understand

I don't love you anymore

You've seen the worst of me

You can take it or just leave

Touch my face one more time

Read my lips

Try to understand

I don't love you anymore

You've seen the worst of me

You can take it or just leave

3. In The Park

On a rosewood fairyland

Going back to Maryland

With not even half a grand

Talking to Marianne

Who was never really there

Like the warmth of your stare

That lingers in my mind

A vision of

In the park where you lay

It wasn't meant to be this way

But here you are and here I am

Lost and found at the cemetery gates

Oh how I wish to go back one day

We'd run beneath the stones

Rolling, flashing painted black

Wave my grandmother hello

Say goodbye when we got too cold

Lying between your thighs

With Henry Lee and a sigh

While I'm stuck staring at those wide green lonely eyes

That only lingers in my mind with a vision of

In the park where you lay

It wasn't meant to be this way

But here you are and here I am

Lost and found at the cemetery gates

Oh how I wish to go back one day

Take it away Boy Minos

In the park where you lay

It wasn't meant to be this way

But here you are and here I am

Lost and found at the cemetery

In the park where you lay

It wasn't meant to be this way

But here you are and here I am

Lost and found at the cemetery

In the park where you lay

It wasn't meant to be this way

But here you are and here I am

Lost and found at the cemetery

In the park where you lay

It wasn't meant to be this way

But here you are and here I am

Lost and found at the cemetery

4. God Damn Me

Silently sit by my window

And stare at nothing at all

Wish I could amount to something

But I know where I'm going

God damn me

God damn me

Suffocated in your gaze

Late nights that I gave away

Moving slowly not concerning

The clock has struck the hour

No one friend can watch out for you

Guess I'll be tasting paper

Falling silent please believe me

When I say seriously

God damn me

God damn me

When you're feeling everything

All you are is getting older

Shoulder boulders for other people

That you didn't need to

Happening is happening

Nothing's stopped and nothing's changed

Everything was supposed to change

Everything was supposed to change

5. My Message

You know what man

I just recordi- you know I took, I took too much actually so,

I'm actually I was during you know

I had reached the- recording this voice message you know

So I had to stop talking because I have so many things to tell you

So I have to go to bed right now and I am going to be on the road by tomorrow

When we have reached the place we are going to head to

Actually I am going to stop with you 

And if I am going back to school you should send me your pics

Because I have never seen you, you know what I'm saying

And I will send you my pics- my pictures, so

Good night, say your prayers and stay safe

Bye

Your call has been forwarded to an automatic voice message system

Um fucking alright, alright, alright, alright, alright, alright, alright

Hello uh

Look guys drugs are bad don't do drugs

Um fucking

Nah it'll be alright though

Do- do- do some drugs

Yeah, that's my message

6. Fever Dream

Things are not as they seem

I still feel like I'm in a fever dream

But you know the words so you'll sing along

I just don't want to drag on, on, on, on, on, on

On

I swear to fucking god

Being a being makes my head explode

Being a being makes my head explode

Being a being makes my head explode

Being a being makes my head explode

Being a being makes my head explode

Being a being makes my head explode

Being a being makes my head explode

Being a being makes my head explode

Being a being makes my head explode

Being a being makes my head explode

7. Who Broke Your Heart?

How many times do you let me down?

In the span of a week I can't eat I can't sleep I can't talk

I'm breaking like chalk

In the cool of the night I feel alright

But it's not enough just to tell me that you'll hold me tight

After picking a fight

Who broke your heart?

Heart?

You're in my head and you're in my heart

When it comes to deceiving you're off the charts

And you see her well after the ball

But there's nothing appealing about a broken heart

Who broke your heart?

How many times do you let me drown?

In the span of a week I can't eat I can't sleep I can't count

A staggering amount

In the heat of the night I feel alright

It's not enough just to tell me that you'll hold me tight

After picking a fight

Who broke your heart?

Heart?

You're in my head and you're in my heart

When it comes to achieving you missed the mark

And you see her well after the ball

But there's nothing appealing about a broken heart

Who broke your heart?

Oh no

You're in my head and you're in my heart

When it comes to deceiving you're off the charts

And you see her well after the ball

But there's nothing appealing about a broken heart

Who broke your heart?

I wanna know who broke your heart?

I wanna know

I wanna know who broke your heart?

I wanna know who broke your heart?

Who broke your heart? I wanna know

I wanna know

Who broke your heart?

8. The Fall

I want to

I want to feel your skin

You know I'm ready

I'm ready to commit the ultimate sin

And then I realized I was falling in a dream

Dream

Feeling

Feeling is the only way to win

Take it

Take it and know that no one here is in

And then I realized

I fell

I fell

I can't explain it

The way my mind lights up like fireworks when I think of you

Its a concoction addictive toxin of dopamine and oxytocin

The love potion in my brain

You give me a natural high

I'm alive when the potions seeps within my soul

You are all things good and evil and I'm addicted to it all

You entirely, your entirety

I crave to know more and to see you nude

From your body to your core

You were,

You were peeling off my skin

But then I realized

I was ready

I was ready to commit

But then I realized

Feeling

Feeling like we'll never win

Then I realized

Take it

Take it or leave it or don't

Cause then I realized

Falling

Falling's all I ever see with you

Cause I realized

Falling

Falling's all I want to do with you

Falling

Falling's all I want to do

With you

9. Ode To Yeager

I swear to god I can lament

But it wont make things any easier

The wind was blowing from the south

But it wasn't on my back

Young boy you better watch your mouth

What you meant by teasing her

Was not really what you meant

Now you're sitting on the ground

You know you're my only friend

The one who really really comforts me

We lie in bed awake

Pretending we're asleep

At least that's what I'd like to think

Ah shake it ah shake, shake it ah ah shake it

Ah shake it ah shake, shake it ah ah shake it

Ah shake it ah shake, shake it ah ah shake it

Ah shake it ah shake, shake it ah ah shake it

Ah shake it ah shake, shake it ah ah shake it

Ah shake it ah shake, shake it ah ah shake it

Ah shake it ah shake, shake it ah ah shake it ah

I know that one day you'll be gone

And replaced by another

We can forget about it now

Underneath the covers

When life just yells at me

I choose to sit so very quietly

And stare in your green eyes

While you do not say a thing

I wish that you could stay

But that won't make things any easier

You know I see you every day

You really like it when I sing

At least that's what I like to think

Three, four

I cannot feel a single thing

A single thing

I cannot feel a single thing

A single thing

I cannot feel a single thing

A single thing

I cannot feel a single thing

A single thing

So theres something about symbols in different texts 

That can help us give an idea of the meaning behind what the author has given us

So I try to create symbols in my everyday life and try and convince myself 

That I actually have control over it

I find solace in things that don't do anything in life except provide stability

Except I hate stability

But I know that the things that provide stability in my life never last forever

And I hate that

I love you so much because you do nothing

Everything in my life has something to say 

But you sit there and stare at me and lay next to me

But this song is not about you

You're just a symbol that I made up

Something in my life that means something that doesn't exist in other people's reality

But my perception is my reality, that's what people say

But I don't give a fuck about what other people have to say

Fuck, I guess that's a good way to end things

Is this thing still on?

Fue

1. One More Time

2. Nice Guys (feat. G I T B)

You can see I'm getting hard to find

Better watch out when you cross a line

You can get lost gotta watch the time

I don't want to have to blow your mind (Yeah)

You're not single, yeah, you're mine

Please don't go and waste my time

I've been working on my grind

Don't make me have to blow your blow your blow your mind

Nice guys won't treat you fair (Yeah)

Nice guys won't treat you fair (Yeah)

Nice guys won't treat you fair (Yeah)

Nice guys won't treat you fair in your eyes

Nice guys won't treat you fair

Nice guys won't treat you fair

Nice guys won't treat you fair

In your eyes, yeah, go!

Nice guys won't treat you fair

Nice guys won't treat you fair

Nice guys won't treat you fair

Nice guys won't treat you fair in your eyes

She's like wait

I'm like no

She's like stay

I'm like go

Blowing up my phone when I told you to leave me alone

Madness when I did the same thing to you about a month ago

Using me is a thing I'm used to but never has it been so explicit

Next time just don't come calling me cause I'll be gone by next week so just

Don't make me have to...

Don't make me have to...

3. Short/Sweet

All I want from you

Is something short but sweet

As my hands explore places unknown

And I feel a twitch in your feet

My mind will never

Say I love you

My heart can bend and break and such

In any part of two

As I walk out alone

Another warm summer night

Put my hands in my pockets

Start up my car turn on the light

Something short and sweet

The only reason we'll meet

All I want from you

Is something short and sweet

4. The Last Bullfrog

Just the last little bit of information

We're a dying breed

I don't think it even matters at this point

We're not safe in the water

We're not safe on the land

We're a dying breed

Hop on and on and on just another phenomenon

A subspecies gone just like dust

It's over

Like I said we are

Just another extinct species

A Portrait of Daisies

1. Portrait of Daisies

Running in the summer sun

The winter came too quick

Think of homemade memories

It all went to shit

I picked you a portrait of daisies

And now I don't want to come home

Maybe we could work things out

Lying in the cold grass

I don't want to stay here

Singing instrumentals cause my voice ain't so clear

Maybe if we work things out

And maybe if we work things out

Lets start over straight from scratch

But I know all good things weren't meant to last

2. Wait

I'm not twelve anymoreStaring at my bedroom door

The violence demands silence or things will split in two

I'll wait for you

I'll wait for you

I'm not sixteen anymore

Looking back away I walk

The empty threats and cut off connections

Things will split in two

But I'll wait for youI'll wait for you

You're never alone when you're walking in a minefield, now

A range of emotions, wont you fire away, now, fire away, now

You're never alone when you're walking in a minefield, now

A range of emotions, wont you fire away, now, fire away, now

You're never alone when you're walking in a minefield, now

A range of emotions, wont you fire away, now, fire away, now

I'm tired of fucking waiting

I'm not me anymoreTurn away and close the door

I'm tired and worn and needing rest

I have split in two

I wont wait for you

I wont wait for you

I wont wait for you

I wont wait for you

I wont wait for you

3. Chasing Seagulls

We were chasing seagulls the other day

Now all our love has gone away

Life is so sublime when love is on your side

We were chasing seagulls the other day

How do you keep your sanity? 

How do you keep- how do you stay motivated

How do you stay inspired and how do you stay in a relationship 

When you believe something is wrong

4. Fried

Ostracize me 'till my lips meet the barrel

How fitting is it that all of this apparelIs loose to hide the true secrets of insecurities

There ain't no hidden meaning straight up close and front and personal my friend

My fr-enemy, my melodies, my recipes rest in peace

When I lie in bed feeling unmotivated to finish this song of at least get along con mi padre

Bro, I'm just being honest

Fix me up another one I'll have a gin and tonic

Saying you can't buy me love well grow some bigger pockets

Or grow a pair of balls 'cause blaming me cant stop you

Oh you forgot about all the shit you been sayingSaying I been lying all these fits you been playin

All these games you been screaming and yelling for way

Too long our love is non-existent

Scraping the bottom of the barrel for some type of hope

You can't fit your own words in your mouth so turds just come out

Or calling the feds, I was better off dead, or I'm causing this stress but you can't look in the mirror

And face your own self but the image is getting clearer

Limelight cooks me upI try these different drugsI'm liable to wreck my lungs

I can't trust none of these bums

Feds forgot my case

I read up on musicians

I head to a new placeMy mind space is chosen one

I got the slower gun but I am the quicker draw

Real G's move in silence am I breaking the lawI can't really say but I am living this way

The twelve wanting a case, low is how I layFearing day to day I may share my brother's fate

My backpack getting searched hope I didn't bring nothing today

A crackhead hit my up said this shit make you feel amaze

5. Buy (Interlude)

Yo what's up negus let me get an esketit

Esketit

See this ice, bitch, I'm froze up n**ga

Yuh

But the reality of it all is- is that

We don't miss work

We don't miss work because there, something tied to work; what's tied to work

Wait a minute, wait a minute, what's tied to work?

Benefits

Paychecks

Because the paycheck funds the things that we want to do

And if we don't have those benefits and we don't have those paychecks

Guess what happensWe can't do what we want to do

Because the car don't run off air

I will buy

I will feed into the system

I will work nine to five

I will sacrifice my happiness for money

6. Life

Everybody's holding hands

And everybody takes their turn

I see the postman twice every week

He helps me understand

Why so complicated

Why I'm drowning

Why can't I see myself when I look in the mirror

Everybody's here and there

We don't want to wait our turn

Everybody's got someplace to be

I want to stay still

Why so complicated

Why I'm drowning

Why can't I see myself when I look in the mirror

I've eaten my breakfast

I went to bed and do the same

Or do you have a dog in the fight

It's all a game

Rinse repeat, my life is clean

And you've changed some

Why the long face

Why the long face

I get up

I read the news of other people living

I waste my own

I get along

I sing my song

It's all the same

It's all mundane

It rackets on my brain

Get off

Get off

Why the long face

I make my sandwiches for you and for me

Rinse and repeat

7. Death

Heard you were hungry

I'm on your mind

I can't help but dream of the day, the day, the day, the day

Spit me up and chew me out

How could you forget what I'm all about

Count me out of your plans and the benefit of the doubt keeps me away

Spit me up and chew me out

How could you forget what I'm all about

Count me out of your plans and the benefit of the doubt keeps me away

Away away, away away, away away

A way, a way, a way a way

Way, a way

Away, away

Way

This is the end my old friend

I'll see you on the other side, till' we meet again

Run away

Run far away

Run away(I'm right behind you)

Run far away

Run away

Run far away

8. Right About Now

When will you wake up

Who do you take me for

It's just another game where you're waiting at the end

But the demons locked inside

It was no use to hide

Who you really were inside your living hell

But your past reality

Was not so far to see

Who you really are right about now

9. Portrait of Daisies, Pt. 2

I painted this picture just for you

I dug in the ground and got dirt underneath my fingernails

I handpicked every last one and tied them up in plastic that crumples 

When you grip it too hard

I cant afford to give you roses so I found daisies

I didn't go to the store or make the effort to work for somebody else

I worked for you

We can watch them slowly die together

We can look back at how things used to be

We can ignore every part of why things are how they are

We can feel the earth turn faster after each birthday

We can run through the front yard, once green and lush, now brown and scorched

You can ignore the why's and look at the what's

You think too much and too little

As the earth turns faster and faster

The flowers grew tired of sucking up water as you ignored them day by day

It's an inconvenience

It's nothing more than a paperweight

Appreciation is all but lost, and replaced with artificial sentiment

And silently, the petals turn brown one by one.

A portrait of daisies

10. Untitled

Ooh

Limelight

1. Crawl (Intro):

Hey man
I was just calling to see what you was doing next weekend
If you don't have anything planned I'd love for you to come to this benefit that I'm doing
It's a benefit for women with no legs
They say the place is going to be crawling with pussy

2. Summer

I remember we used to make love all summer
Watching the leaves turn brown
Everything seemed so close to me

I remember we used to laugh at all the small things
Everything seems so heavy
That weight

I remember how easy it was to feel
Now I see the anger
I will make you king of the woods
I'll make you feel like something's worth leaving

I remember we used to make love all summer
Watching the leaves turn brown

I still love you
I still love you
I still love you
I still
I still love you (But would you still love me)

3. Let Down

Transport, motorways and tramlines
Starting and then stopping
Taking off and landing
The emptiest of feelings
Disappointed people clinging on to bottles
And when it comes it's so, so disappointing

Let down and hanging around
Crushed like a bug in the ground
Let down and hanging around

Shell smashed, juices flowing
Wings twitch, legs are going
Don't get sentimental
It always ends up drivel

One day I am gonna grow wings
A chemical reaction
Hysterical and useless
Hysterical and

Let down and hanging around
Crushed like a bug in the ground
Let down and hanging around

You know, you know where you are withYou know, you know where you are with
You know where you are with
Floor collapsing
Floating, bouncing back

And one day
I am gonna grow wings
A chemical reaction
Hysterical and useless
Hysterical and

Let down and hanging around
Crushed like a bug in the ground
Let down and hanging around

4. Hopes + Dreams

Hey what's up my name is from Tanzania
Actually, I'm a student in high school
And I'm going to be finishing my studies in May
So I'm starting into boarding school
And I have to go back to school next week
I have to go back home so, actually
You know, I like writing music, I doing art and stuff I'm saying like
Listening to music or watching movies, so actually
I'm so happy to meet you
And I think we should be doing our music together
So you should visit me so you can see my country
You know my country is so beautiful yes we have a good load of people
Work, I think you have understood me

5. A Glance

A glance, a glance
No second chances
You fell from the sky, something so pure
I can tell from your eyes that nothing's so sure
But I know this
If I just talk to you what's the worst that could happen
Just walk me through what's been going on with your man
Shit
Be honest, with two it don't always go as we planned it
I'm on the sod growing what I planted
And to be honest you're the seed in my heart and this has been the sunshine of my life
I don't need weed or a car to feel high or drive
I don't need speed or a bar to get my fix
I liked you since the beginning
Since that first conversation

A glance is all it took
A glance is all that's left
I find my face in the windowpane
Trying to catch a breath
A glance is all it took
A glance is all that's left
A glance, a glance, a glance, a glance, a glance, a glance, a glance, a glance

Check my wallet, check my wallet, check my pocket, am I flawless, am I honest
No cash is as brash as a cyclone in the middle of Kansas
Leaving me flat on my ass, no drug money making me feel funny
Can I buy my happiness without seeking my cell
Addicted to the winter well I'm heating the elves
You see millionaires killing themselves
Blood filling the bills on the shelf
So does money buy content or does content buy you
Into wanting your own cash to perpetuate the loop
And no one gets sad at the mad hatter, just the paycheck please
As long as I get paid easily that's all that matters
It sounds a little drastic but the world is plastic
And if you look around and you take one chance, a second look, another glance, look
No second chances
You fell from the sky, something so pure
I can tell from your eyes that nothing's so sure
But I know this, I know this
What the hell is a limelight, bro, like
I'm making my money, stupid-ass pay pushing broccoli around
What the hell am I doing with my life I'm just making money to pay for this
I'm not happy with myself

A glance is all it took
A glance is all that's left
I find my face in the windowpane
Trying to catch a breath
A glance is all it took
A glance is all that's left
A glance, a glance, a glance, a glance, a glance, a glance, a glance, a glance

God bless
It isn't me
And for awhile I try to
I'm still a young man

6. Boy Blonde

I don't know what's going on um
My name is Boy Blonde and I've contributed nothing to this album about from this
So how about that, airline food haha yeah
um
I don't know what to say
I don' even know if this sounds good I'm in my car and my ideas suck
That's what's happened today, I don't know
I wish I could contribute to this album but I don't trust myself to do anything good or useful because I fucking suck
Um yeah that's me Boy Blonde I guess
I'm the best- the best in the Boy Boys for sure, most talented
Um
I'm wandering through life with no purpose or ambition
There's birds flying over me, that's freedom innit? Free as a bird that's what they say
I am not free
I've got people telling me what to do every day
I don't know who I am bruh
What is real? Money's not real right okay this is why money's not real because cash means nothing to anyone
Cause you can't see the number
If you got all like everything in cash what can you do

That's like half the shit you can't buy and then money on your bank account is just a number
If the bank just like got hacked like you just I know it's hard to hack a bank but someone could just like wipe everyone's money and that's their whole money and theres no way of proving that you ever had it
That's weird innit
Money is not real
Imagine if aliens came down okay
Right hear me out
And they're just like what the fuck are you doing
Cause I'm out here pushing fucking broccoli around
Why aren't we all dedicated to one purpose like knowledge you know what I mean?
I don't know
How meaningless is my job
I guess I'm helping people but fuck it I don't wanna help people
Also art's weird do you ever think about
I don't know what if we're wasting our time by doing this
We all just want to understand ourselves so we have to create art we just have to create do you know what I mean like
In order to know who we are isn't it weird that we don't know who we are like
I've said "like" so many fucking times I want to kill myself

But in order to get a better understanding of ourselves we make music we makes films we make drawings, paintings
I like hide my- oh fuck me I keep saying like
I hide my lack of confidence by pretending that I am good, you know what I mean?
That's why I always catch myself saying like oh
"I'm the best at this, I'm the smartest at this, I'm good looking"
I like to pretend I'm good looking when I'm not
Sometimes I am though, uknowhatimsayin?
You ever just look at yourself and you think wow I'm alright and next day you look at yourself it's so fucking wrong holy shit
It's weird to get it all out there even though I'm not talking about that much
I love myself and I hate myself and I'm scared to go on medication for my fucking mental health
Cause I want to be who I am and if I'm now who I am then like- cause I like who I am
And if I go on something that will change the way I act, then am I me?
This is weird I hope I ain't said none of this to Sean I haven't told many people this
None of these like thoughts like string together but I don't know
Figure something out

7. i want wind to blow

The Thunderclouds
Broke up
And the rain dried up, the lightning let up
The clacking shutters just shut up

The sound of cars, the smell of bars
The awful feeling of electric heat
The fluorescent lights, there's sacrifice
There's hard feelings, there's pointless waste

I want wind to blow

My clothes off me, sweep me off my feet
Take me up, don't bring me back
Oh, where I can see the days pass by me
I have no head to hold in grief

There's no hope for me, I've been set free
There's no breeze, there's no ship on my sea

8. Ambient Jambient

I've unlocked a new room
In an old familiar house
The floorboards creak
As I hear every marshmallow I step on crunch into a million brittle pieces
It all falls away
Eventually forgotten
I looked around, picking up the pieces
Every last drop that had been squeezed out of the tree of life
The fruits of my existence swirling in a fantastic thunder at the speed of infinity
Rotting before my eyes

Are you lost, little homie?

Need to find your way?

Follow the limelight.

9. Antarctic Sun

Sun rises, a new day
Summarizes, the whole 2k
It's all I'll ever know, it's all I'll live and breathe
So shut your mouth and feel the breeze
It feels beautiful, don't it?
So why waste time in institutions listening to no-nuts
Why do we gotta be constantly supporting or opposing someone
That's why the hell we stay frozen
Under this antarctic sun

I wasted time worrying about relationships
I said "I'm faced with this burning doubt if I should date him"
Once you melt everything feels so insignificant
When you evaporate you're now where all the magic is
It's nowhere and everywhere at the same time
Where nothing and everything has reason or rhyme
Where it mixes but not quite like lemon and lime
I wish I could tell you more about it, but I'm running out of time
Hell is freezing over
I'm standing on the cliffs of Dover
I'm looking down
Under this antarctic sun

What the fuck Sean that sounded amazing bruh that's lit we gotta do something with that